Last night was S’s birthday. We went to a meeting!
Next month is my birthday. We will probably go to a meeting!
This will actually be the first birthday that I will be sober, well other then last year, but that doesn’t count I was in jail.
I am looking forward to it but at the same time it scares me. Why? Because it is different, I really thought that after this long being sober I would be more comfortable with it and don’t get me wrong there are days that I am, but there are also days that “this life” is way to weird.
I like this life much better, but let’s face it, it’s kind of boring. Boring was not good in my past life. Boring = much better in this life.
I actually have fun with Kelli. I am not to busy getting high to read her a book every night, which I do faithfully!
I am not too high to remember that she needs to brush her teeth every morning before school.
I am not too high to remember that I need to feed her and bathe her.
I am not too high to live!
I like it!
Not only is next month my birthday (I will be 27, yes I am dreading it) but it is also my sober birthday (I will have 1 year clean)
I am not looking forward to my birthday but I am so looking forward to my sober birthday!
Live, Laugh, Love! I am doing so much more of that these days!