Well here it is Thursday night. I am so totally not doing
what I am supposed to be doing?
What am I supposed to be doing you ask? I am supposed to be
working on my 4th step, trying to get it finished after working on
it since September. Yea, so not doing that!
What am I doing instead? Well I started typing up my first
step so that I can have it on my computer. This turns out to be ok, because I
have thought about powerlessness again. This is something that I don’t think
about on a daily basis and I should.
Which now I have to blog about J
I am powerless over my whole life. The only thing I am not
powerless over is myself, my actions, my thoughts, my words, and my reactions to other
people. I can only control what I say or do, I cannot control what others' do or how they perceive
my words, sometimes people read into things I say that are not there. As much
as I am a people pleaser and want to explain until I am blue in the face and
apologize, sometimes no matter what I say they are not going to change their
mind. That is just something I have to accept. I can only do so much. I am not
perfect neither is anyone else. Something else I need to accept. Those are hard
things to accept. I just need to keep working on me and hope that at some point
these things become easier to accept.
Now hopefully I can quit procrastinating and get to my step
4…well it’s the thought that counts right?
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