I am back, sorry I have been gone. I have been trying to perfect my perfectionism. Ask me how well that worked out for me! Considered I haven’t posted in a couple of weeks and the one that I did post was what Josh sent me. It hasn’t worked out that well for me.
I was trying to get everything in my life perfect. I scheduled EVERYTHING. Here is a picture of my schedule.
| Sunday | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday | Saturday |
5:00 | | Wake Up and get ready | Wake Up and get ready | Wake Up and get ready | Wake Up and get ready | Wake Up and get ready | |
6:00 | Wake Up and get ready | Get Kelli Ready | Get Kelli Ready | Get Kelli Ready | Get Kelli Ready | Get Kelli Ready | |
7:00 | | Leave | Leave | Leave | Leave | Leave | |
8:00 | | | | | | | |
9:00 | Church | | | | | | |
10:00 | | | | | | | |
11:00 | | | | | | | |
12:00 | | Work | Work | Work | Work | Work | |
1:00 | | | | | | | |
2:00 | | | | | | | |
3:00 | | | | | | | |
4:00 | | | | | | | |
5:00 | | Leave | Leave | Leave | Leave | Leave | |
6:00 | | Dinner | Dinner | Dinner | Bible | Time | |
7:00 | Church | Kelli Time | Kelli Time | Church | Study | With | NA meeting |
8:00 | Bed | Bed | Bed | Bed | Bed | Debbie | |
The thing with trying to be perfect and doing everything perfect is that if something goes out of whack or you missing something in your schedule you feel like a failure.
I think that has to be the worse feeling in the world, for me anyways, is feeling that I have failed my family, friends, Kelli, and myself.
Thankfully I finished my 1st step with my sponsor and as I was reading my answers out loud I came to some conclusions:
· Everything does not have to be perfect for it to be right
· If one little thing goes wrong it is not the end of the world
· I need to stop being so hard on myself
Just because something its perfect doesn’t mean that it isn’t good enough.
So I am going to do the best I can, AND if something goes wrong I am going to try my hardest not to freak out.
Well. my advice is to ease up on yourself just a bit. Especially since, according to the schedule above, you only eat 3 times a week. On the plus side, your waistline must look great! LOL!
ReplyDeleteThe days listed are the days I cook lol. The other days we are somewhere eating. Like thursday we eat at bible study, and then friday we eat at my friend Debbies. LOL
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